Something a bit different for me yesterday. Something that I would never normally turn my eye to. I almost didn’t go but as I am currently using the mantra of ‘Yes Man’ I went anyway. (Now just a quick side step, I have to confess I haven’t ever seen or read Yes Man, so I’m not sure if it has a good message and a positive ending or not. If any of you know what happens when he says yes all the time can you please let me know so I don’t keep saying yes and end up with some bad luck!)
But yes, yesterday, with work we had a social in the afternoon. I know, what a great place to work where you can have afternoons off work and use it as an excuse to socialise and network with those who work in the same department but that you never quite come across or your paths never cross. I was menat to be going with a couple of girls from my section but last minute they dropped out as other things came up. I instantly wanted to just not go. That was always my go to.however, being all positive and shit now, I swallowed that idea pretty quickly, pulled on my big girl pants and decided to go along anyway.
I was on my way (you go girl!), and I thought I recognised a girl whose name was on the list of those going. I even asked if they were going and asked if I could tag along with them and they said of course I could. Now, I know to most normal people this would be a normal thing to do, but no, not for I. I like to be awkward as possible around people and just suffer in silence on my own and not have fun haha. Well that’s a lie, of course I want to have fun, but my awkwardness and anxiety always prevented from doing something like that. Hello new change 👋🏻